one reason why i dislike to stay home is that i'm tired of being treated as if i'm still a fifteen years old...
why? because i'm 20 for GOD sakes! and turning to 21.. whats up with the "kiddies treatments" dude?!? i still have curfews.. while my other freinds doesnt.. i know they are worried that i'm out late at night... something might happen and it is not safe out there.. but.... i know how to handle myself out there... i know where to go and when it is safe... but as usual they treat me as if i do not know how to take care of myself...
well if they want to show their worries and concen they dont really have to be mad at me! they dont have to yell and talk with "the tone"... i hate the tone... as if i did something very very VERY WRONG... like for example i had an accident or almost.. (EXAMPLE only!) they would be mad as if they never had the experience.. but when it is their fault they would just kept it quiet like nothing had happen.. but if it is me.. they would blab blab blab and more bab until you just cant stand it anymore and just listen while your ears reddden....humph.. you want to be angry with them you cant.. in resut you would argue with them which i hate most... i cant stand the blabbering either... i cant tell them the truth/ just simply talk to them about it coz they would blab it to my other family members.. who would tell others too... gfhdlvmzfmrnuhk!!!!!!
sometime i wish that i woud just move out from this home as soon as possible... the longer i stay here the more worst it gets... i'm tired.. seriously.. i dont hate.. just damn tired with the kiddies treatment... i know i'm still their daughter.. but there are times that i dont really need them to call me 24/7 just to check up on me... i know when i should be back home... so what i'm 30 minutes late... i cant just be home at 11 sharp.. i went out at 8.. when you're with friends 1 o 2 hours is not enough... why? because you dont see them everyday!!! you would want to know your friends latest news and so on.. whats going on.. and such... and 2 hours just not enough... for me.. maybe we crap most of the time.. so wee need more time to catch up with each other...
ah! what the heck. its not that my problem would solve here.. well atleast my anger are now almost gone....
heee... =3
