Saturday, January 17, 2015
Saturday, January 19, 2013
WARNING : THIS BLOG MAY SOUND VERY PERSONAL..... Xp
well first of all Sharifah Zohar never did answer Miss Bawani's questions... to me she answered none! all her so called answers were not related to any of the questions given. secondly i did not know that by shaking ones hand of a woman for that matter means that you are showing you respect to another person as a women?
and speaking of respect... i thought in school we were taught that we (no matter what age we are) should give respect to others first (no matte how old or young they are from us) before you aspect them to respect yourself... further more.. the respect that we shows to our elders (grandparents, parents, aunties, uncles or any one in our FAMILY) is because we know them we were raised to respect them especially.. but not so much to a stranger or someone you are not close with... for example if a leader is younger than his/her subordinates does that means that the older subordinates are free to disrespect their leader? NO! a leader is a leader no matter how old or young he/she is. and so does this video scenario.. you Sharifah Zohar have no respect for her at all! by pointing your finger to Miss Bawani's face and saying this Listen listen i speak you listen bullshit you my dear have shown a disrespect to her there... and plus you stop her from finishing what she has to say... and yet you wanted her to let you speak? and listen to your bullshit? another point of your disrespect was you moving away the mic from Miss Bawani... what's the matter? afraid that she would build up the courage to out spoken you when you speak?
Dear Sharifah Zohar, if you have nothing relevant in your mind to fight back what your opponent is saying that i advice that YOU should Listen first and let her speak. This girl came with full preparation and you came with empty handed.. and yet you still wanna talk rubbish... and now people make jokes using your rubbish talk...
and as i recalled.. Sharifah Zohar did mention that we should not compare Malaysia to other countries.. WHY THE HELL NOT??? you compared us HUMANS with ANIMALS? that is more ridiculous! of course you CAN compare Malaysia other countries if not how in the world could we strive to be a better country? even cats compete and compared with each other.. let alone humans... and when humans compete and compared with each others doesn't this means that automatically we would compared our countries with others.. why? because there are other humans in other countries that's why! sheesh!
okay... i have to say i agree with you about animal's rights and human rights... but my dear that has nothing to do with any of what Miss Bawani had said. All animals, insects, fishes all have problems... humans too... but you are not exactly talking about animal's rights are you? and as you might also know animals has their own way of solving their problems... the shark did not know how we human are complaining so much about them... we're on land they're in the sea... and the last time i check shark don't speak human.. therefore they do not understand us and this goes to other animals out there... okay forget about this.. i'm out of topic.
to the audiences... kenapa lah korang nih macam lalang?? aku hairan lah... when Miss Bawani was giving her speech/ her hak bersuara korang bukan main lagi sorak bagai... siap angguk angguk lagi.. kasi tepu tangan lagi... tapi bila this Sharifah Zohar said nonsense n bullshitting her hak bersuara korang sorak sorak jugak.... mana satu korang nih??? lalang sungguh... kalau tak paham maksud lalang di sini sila rujuk balik buku peribahasa zaman sekolah rendah dulu. sedih aku tgk korang... is it true that you all agree to as to what the government has given to you?? let me assure you that in few years time after you finish graduating n studying and struggling looking for jobs out there all of you well most will be super ungrateful to the government and you will complain about how you don't want to pay your ptptn back... or you would say paying this ptptn is very membebankan and so forth. trust me i've seen people like you... lalang.
well i'm not siding with anyone.. i'm just stating tha facts of what i see and hear in this video... if i misjudge or misunderstand anything then i'm sorry... but so far as i'm concern i am not touching any political issues here...
Monday, September 17, 2012
hello! i guess its been awhile since my last blog... heheh... oh well lets get started with my rants as usual...
i'm a girl.. duh! but sometimes i wonder why am i a girl... i know its God's will and i was also the one who agreed to be born as a girl in this world... but sometimes i wonder why am i a girl?? what makes me agree to be born as a girl and not a boy?? why?? you see as a girl.. no matter how tough you may be or look or act... no matter what u do you will always have that soft heart... you will always have that soft spot for that one jerk... no matter how rough i act or how ignorant i am... with just one HELLO from him i will transform from a rock into a flower that is easily wilt n crushed! sometimes i wish i have the heart of a guy... so instead of me being used by them.. i would be the one using them instead.... wouldnt it be fair? well i guess not...
i really hope i could not think about him anymore... just forget bout him... but somehow i just cant... why? why? why?? he's nothing.. he's not rich... handsome or hot... and plus he has a gilrfriend! then why? why he does all this things to me?? why would he make me fall for him.. he knows i love him... he knows i care... but that doesnt mean he could just use my love n care for him anytime he needs some....
i really really want to know who am i to him? what am i to him? he may think that he what he does to me right now is nothing.... he could be just playing around using me... he could just treats me just like one of his sisters... but i dont think that way!!!! no matter how i try to fool myself that i'm just like a sister to him i just can't fool myself to that extend... i am still this girl... a stranger whom he met and be friended years ago...... no matter how hard i tell myself that he's just using me and taking me for granted... no matter how i forced myself to forget about him... no matter how much i try not to think about him.... with a single "Hai... how are you dear?~" he will always always wins! my heart... no matter how much i try not to melt.. no matter how hard trained it to be tough... it always melt.... just with those simple words.... DAMN!
now i feel like crying my heart out... why am i just a girl??!
p/s: i know this may seems like nothing to any of you out there... but its just my rants... if u read all of this then thank you for your time reading my crappy blog... for those who thinks that i should worry over all those world problems.. well i do... i'm just not in the mood to rant any of it! ;p
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
"study for life not study for exams"... so far in my school life i have never actually studied fully for my exams.. i guess that explains why my result was not up to standards.. but in the end i was able to further my studies in universities... it was a local U but who cares! then after finished my diploma of three years.. i realised that i have been wasting my time by doing something that i don't even like.... i had fun in Uni but just not the study part... well like what people say : what past is past.. so then i decided to take something that is not more than a hobby to me for my degree... but it took me a while to discovers that it is just not the kind of thing for me to study.. as you know.. people of my intelligence learned fast.. and things are getting bored for me during that time as the things that i studied was the things that i've known way before i entered my degree class... then what did i do? i called it quits.. oh well.. went back home.. took a break for a few months... get over with mt diploma graduation day and then.. the big things in life happens... i've got a job! yippie right? but not for me...
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Monday, November 22, 2010
1) update my blog
2) came up a topic to share on my blog..
hahah!! it's been a while since my last post... and just today i was being presented with a business proposal about e-education or like what they named it 'webucation' [erma jgn kecik hati ya~ this is only my opinion.. heheh! ^^]
okay the thing is.. those online education is good.. not that i'm against it.. but for it to be the main method of studying for me is not a good idea.. i mean what happens to the good old fashion way of studying? where it teaches you about hard work and at the same time you learned about the things that you're studying.. this brings me to this: nowadays people are trying hard to make their children smart in education... like in maths or science and stuff.. don't they know that this gives the children stress.. can you imagine a 6 year old already have stress? isn't it to much for a child? aren't you supposed to start gaining stress when you are like at the end of your teens??
being smart is good.. its a gift.. you use it well you get success.. you don't use it its your lost. but not all people are being born smart.. where this kind of people needs to study hard to achieve their goal.. without hard work they will be a nobody with nothing in their future even if they're born in a rich family.
but i found that forcing your child to score A in every exams on every subject is ridiculous! YES! to me it is.. you see no matter how many A's your child get in an exam doesn't mean they'll ace in life. and here i thought that we study for your life. i have been living with that in my mind.. no matter what you get in your exams does nothing to your life.. yes you can get into the college that you wanted.. yes you'll be look up to by the people around you and yes you'll have a good record in your studies and so on.. like i said not all people are born smart.. so they will be a portion of people out there who scored all this by just memorising all the things that they need to remember for them to answer the questions given in the examinations. where this will make them end up just memorising the facts where they should actually understand the facts. (okay somehow i'm lost here.. hahah! =D)
i have observes students out there (where ever it is i end up studying ;p) most of them who got good grades in school doesn't get good grades while in university and some doesn't do well while they had started their working life.. why? this is what i think the reason is : usually those Ace student nowadays are to preoccupied with their studies that they end up having 'cultural shcok' when they're in the outside life. emotionally, psychically and mentally. why? because what you study in school doesn't teach you what life outside of school is all about.
(okay lari dari my main purpose here, haha!)
now back to what i wanted to say.. what i wanted to say was.. what happen to 'study for life'? study for your future.. nowadays all i see is parents trying their hard to earned money to get their children to enrolled into some prestige school somewhere, where they actually teach the same subject like in any other schools.what difference does it make? okay they may use a different approach.. but some other kids from some normal government school could do better than those kids from the prestige school anyway~ so why the fuss? i see that most parents is working their ass up just to make sure that their child wont live a hard life like what they have been through or so,.. i think~ ^^ and this is making the kids getting used to being 'spoon feed' that they forgot what 'hard work' is all about and how important it really is in life. they will be expecting everything to be spoon fed to them 'coz thats what they have been growing up to all those years. of course there's the saying "you are never to late to study" but to me this saying doesn't apply to 'hard work'. to me hard work is something you develop when you were a child while you are in a process of learning regardless on what's the subject.
anyway, i have been hearing people keep on saying that kids should not be pressure with studies and all this shit.. but why do i still see people are still forcing their kids to be smart/clever. i mean what ever happens to leave the child be? let them decide what they want to be? all i see now is that the children is living up their parents dream.. the dream that they once upon a time wish they could get.
(i'm getting of course again..ah! who cares! ^^)
well to me just support what the child is interested in and not forcing them to be what they're not is what we're supposed to do.. but hen again who am i to say all this? who is going to listen and respond to me? i'm just a nobody in this world.. well i'm a nobody for now.. ^^
well i'm having the so-called writer's block.. hah! somehow i have forgotten what more i wanted to say .. so i'll stop for now~ till next time. ;)