i'm lost...

me here... so long since my last post.. ngeee~
tomorrow is my bus to perak... at 3.. watching honey and clover while doing my CAD drawing... in between that forcing myself searching for good ideas somewhere in my brain and mind and soul... *sighs* what have got into me that makes it hard for me to actually came up with ideas for my designs. i may not be good in that subject but usually i could just came up with lots and lots of ideas which can be used.. but now.. my mind is just like a blank piece of paper that will never be written on.. i dont think that i pick a complicated project.. i have ideas before.. but where did they go?? if i say they got lost somewhere from the INCIDENT that would be just an excuse.. or is it?? i cant think straight from then on thats for sure.. i need time to focus and gain my self-conciousness.. but i'm out of time.. if i get the time that i need i would have to extend my studies and i dont want it to happen.. i just want to finnish this diploma as soon as possible.. but my design... that is my only problems.. other subject i can score easily. i only have three papers for my examination this year.. so no worries. my design subject is a burden.. i'm not having any fun doing it at all this time.. which is SO NOT ME!
tasukete yo...