now.. first and foremost.. i would like to say happy 2012!! as you can see it's been a whole year since i last blogged.. didn't even blog a thing in 2011 at all! amazing huh! well i guess it was all twitter's fault and a part of tumblr's fault too...hee~ ;) well.. now that i've greeted the year in my blog lets get started with the title now shall we? =)
as you can see.. the topics in my title are somewhat related to each other.. according to my life.. i'm not sure how your life is like.. but this is how mine goes...
well it all started with life.. life as i know it is when we ware invented... we were once a two single cell organism combined into one.. wait! is a sperm and an ovum a single cell organism? oh well.. correct me if i'm wrong.. thank you~... and as the the process of becoming and embryo and then turn into a fetus.. then God the Almighty gave us a thing called Soul... and with that our soul developed through time where we also gain some feelings which i think is when we kicked and punched and spin around in our mummy's tummy... (now thinking back.. how awesome was that! i bet you'll never experienced that in real life again!) and a thing called personal traits where we get from both of our parents genetic... and so the right moment came and we were born and thus our life began on that very second... we started to breathe the first oxygen gas in our life and we cried for the first time then too... and as we grew we develop more things such as feelings, emotions, physical attraction and in my case a little big thing called FAT! ha ha ha! we are now what people always say the sons and daughters of Adam and Eve or should i say great great great great great and more great sons and daughters... ;) and then trough life we started to learn about things in which i love to call studies!
studies for me is a thing that i've been doing literally since i was born.. now why do i say that? well.. after months of being at home mom is going back to work.. but wait! who is going to take care of me then? i was only a few months old! oh no! well fret not my solder sister (well actually she's like a foster sister) she worked at a nursery/child care and so since both of my biological sister were also there to study kindy stuff... i was also being brought there just so that my foster sister would be able to take care of me.. so i could proudly say that i've been in school for my whole 23 years of living! now try and beat that! ha ha ha! well.. after the childcare then there's the kindergarten stuff... and after kindy there's primary school and secondary school then there's university... so total up all of my life i've been studying in a school for a total of 22 years! from there i discovered that i hate political history, i love english, maths, art, literature and science... and i also discover that i love to talk, sing and dance.. but then i'm not so good at it... i met new people and they became friends... some became close friends in ways you just cannot imagine and some are just friends where we still keep in touch.. thanks to a social network which is famously known as Facebook!... you could say that some love me, some need me, some i need more then they need me, some just used me, and some hates me.. well i guess no one can ever avoid being hate by someone i guess... hmmm... =/ from going to schools and a university i learned on how to cope with everyone with all types of personality... and when i mean all i really do mean all! especially the GIRLS! i tell you.. girls can be such a pain to be friends with... some back stabs you.. some gossips about you.. some just adores you so that they can use you and so much more! don't get me wrong i don't hate them... but somehow amazingly i could tolerate with all those nonsense and gets along with everyone... well different person have a different approach.. and i think that if there is someone out there been observing all of my moves i think he/she will know that my personality is different with each and everyone of the people i've met! but trust me.. i am being myself most of the time.. as much as i could with everyone! don't hate me now~ 0=) anyway, with studies i gain more knowledge and experience in life... and my motto have always been
"study for life not study for exams"... so far in my school life i have never actually studied fully for my exams.. i guess that explains why my result was not up to standards.. but in the end i was able to further my studies in universities... it was a local U but who cares! then after finished my diploma of three years.. i realised that i have been wasting my time by doing something that i don't even like.... i had fun in Uni but just not the study part... well like what people say : what past is past.. so then i decided to take something that is not more than a hobby to me for my degree... but it took me a while to discovers that it is just not the kind of thing for me to study.. as you know.. people of my intelligence learned fast.. and things are getting bored for me during that time as the things that i studied was the things that i've known way before i entered my degree class... then what did i do? i called it quits.. oh well.. went back home.. took a break for a few months... get over with mt diploma graduation day and then.. the big things in life happens... i've got a job! yippie right? but not for me...
well as for jobs.. i've worked for a while before i entered my uni life... but then it was such a different job.. i worked as a kindy teacher for a few month before i entered uni life and i've had my practical for five months in my fifth semester of my studies... but the job that i got after graduation was an interior designer job.. wow! i think that is the expression of people when i told them what i was working as... well as excited as others are about my jobs i was not... i never like designs when i studied it so why would i be interested in the job? well.. it was my parents who kept on asking and asking and asking and asking me to worked as and ID.. well at least for a few month.. that's what they said.. but i know deep down they wanted me to just stick with the job until i'm old, married and lived with 15 children! well that's a bit exaggerating.. ha ha ha... but then knowing me.. i will never make my self stuck with that job.. so i went on job hunting online... actually there are some things that's going on in the company that makes me wanna move out... but i have no rights to tell it in here... so shhhh~ then after exactly 5 months and a half i moved to another company... also an interior design company but with a slightly bigger pay of only RM 200 difference than the previous one.... but life as we know it is unexpected.. at the new company i spent more time online with facebooking, twittering, and downloading songs and korean drama... then i realised that i was used to being in a hectic working environment before and so such free time makes me feel bored while working.. and sales was slow as the new company price was much higher than the previous company.. so i decided to left the company and took a break instead... well life was kind of a blur when i was working for both ID company for i spent almost 70% of my life at the office and thinking bout my work both designing and worrying about my clients like and dislike... and home was only a place for me to sleep and bath before i start another day working... that was what my life's all about at that time... work and client... and my brother always told me this "you are always working even on weekends! all you do is work and i barely even met you at home! you're so boring now~".... so then i realised that i have totally lost my life... so what was my break you're wondering? well it was me working as a kindergarten teacher.. again! at the same kindy i taught before only at a different branch.. well the pay was not much but it was okay i guess?... i spent most of my time wondering what i should do... should i further my study and get that degree? or should i just work for another few more years and then think about studies... as i started working at the kindy life was gradually coming back again... i was able to spent more time with my family and i know what was going on around the house... lets just say that i am back being a busy body again~ ;) during the time i worked as a kindy teacher i fell in love with the job.. i fell in love with the children and everything that i do there... but then i have also decided that i wanna continue my studies starting in that year too.. and this was the year 2011.... work was full of action at the kindy... a non-stop working action.. the only break would be the lunch break...so as i started my part time studies i realised that i cant focus on my studies and at that moment for me studying was much more important than work.. so i decided to stop... i miss the children of course! but i do not want to flunk my studies since i haven't get the hang of things... so then i quit yet another job... (just so you know i have never been on bad terms with anyone at any of the place that i've been working.. even with my bos.. ) but now after a while of studying i've got the hang of things.. and i think that i can juggle both work and study at the same time... so what do i do?? i started to hunt down jobs again.. but for now... its been 3 months since and i still have no luck..
well now.. here i am.. 23 years of living going to be 24 this year and i've been unemployed for 3 months which feels like a whole year for me and still searching for jobs.. part tie or full time... and i have money issues... why? coz i'm not working so i don't earn any money anymore! ha ha ha! thank God i'm still staying with my parents.. but i do feel guilty sometime whenever i asked for some money from them.. he he he... oh well... don't fret mom and dad! i will be successful one day and i'll repay every ringgit and every cent that i owe you when the day comes! ;)
p/s: do you think that my blog has no point? well.. they never do! =D
